Vintage Romance
Wednesday, 29 May 2013
The Hiatus Is Over
So since I've been gone for god knows how long, I thought I'd keep you guys up to date. I've been with Seamus for 3 months now and starting next week it's our 4 months together. Funny how my best friend could turn out to be someone so much more important to me than he already was before. That's all for now, I'll keep you updated.
Thursday, 14 February 2013
Thursday, 17 January 2013
Rory And His Jacket
High school is getting better (I guess). The teachers are becoming bitchier but I think I can handle it. Hannah is keeping me company and Seamus and I still have a good friendship going on. Plus, Jenna-Louise is still the companion.
And the thing that made high school so much better is the fact that Rory and I hung out with each other. (I wanted to put eight thousand exclamation marks but I feel to lazy) We talked and he has this habit to wear a jacket over his uniform and he just looks absolutely adorable!
He just texted me one random night and said he was sorry because he didn't talk to me in the 3 weeks I've been in high school and obviously being the kind person I am I said it was fine even though it wasn't. He said he wanted to hang out the next day and we hung out and we've been walking with each other everyday since. I guess you could call it a school date.
And the thing that made high school so much better is the fact that Rory and I hung out with each other. (I wanted to put eight thousand exclamation marks but I feel to lazy) We talked and he has this habit to wear a jacket over his uniform and he just looks absolutely adorable!
He just texted me one random night and said he was sorry because he didn't talk to me in the 3 weeks I've been in high school and obviously being the kind person I am I said it was fine even though it wasn't. He said he wanted to hang out the next day and we hung out and we've been walking with each other everyday since. I guess you could call it a school date.
Friday, 4 January 2013
Excuse You
So I saw Rory with his black jacket today. I love it when he wears his jacket over his uniform. Rory can you stop being so sexy?
ANYWAY I SAW THIS BITCH HANGING OUT WITH HIM AND THEN SHE HIT HIM IN THE ARM UM, EXCUSE YOU. Did he say you could hit him? Did I say you could hit him?
I used to hang out with Rory ALL the time and he'd always wait outside my class for me so we could hang out and when I got a rose for Valentine's Day he was like, "I'm gonna kill the person who gave you that". It's too bad I realized my feelings too late. What if he likes her? What if she likes him? How I wished he still had feelings for me. He used to like me okay. His friends told me and I believed them because he really acted like he did! I thought being in high school meant that maybe we can continue our friendship and if he really got over me then at least we could still be friends. But all he's doing is avoiding me. I just hope this gets worked out soon before I go to a different school.
And that bitch better stop hanging out with him because I will skin her alive. I mean, excuse you, you have a boyfriend. Why don't you go hit your boyfriend's arm you whore.
ANYWAY I SAW THIS BITCH HANGING OUT WITH HIM AND THEN SHE HIT HIM IN THE ARM UM, EXCUSE YOU. Did he say you could hit him? Did I say you could hit him?
I used to hang out with Rory ALL the time and he'd always wait outside my class for me so we could hang out and when I got a rose for Valentine's Day he was like, "I'm gonna kill the person who gave you that". It's too bad I realized my feelings too late. What if he likes her? What if she likes him? How I wished he still had feelings for me. He used to like me okay. His friends told me and I believed them because he really acted like he did! I thought being in high school meant that maybe we can continue our friendship and if he really got over me then at least we could still be friends. But all he's doing is avoiding me. I just hope this gets worked out soon before I go to a different school.
And that bitch better stop hanging out with him because I will skin her alive. I mean, excuse you, you have a boyfriend. Why don't you go hit your boyfriend's arm you whore.
Thursday, 3 January 2013
I'll Pay You To Kill Me
The first day of school is always exciting, exhilarating and scary. You don't know where to go, you don't know what to do, you don't want to look alone and you just want to find your friends. I prayed to God so hard last night that this day would be decent and bearable. I guess God didn't hear me.
I have to wake up at 5.45 a.m. and to make matters worst, I only slept for 3 hours. I don't know what I ate to make me feel so hyper but yeah. I got ready with the hugest smile on my face, awaiting the day I thought would be great. Haha, oh was I wrong.
First of all, I got into my van and I thought I'd be reaching school fucking early because the driver picked me up at 6.20 a.m.. That wasn't the case. The driver picked up some other students and I made friends with like, one of them. She was really nice and she helped me get to my class. The other kids just pissed me off. We arrived at school at 8.30 a.m. which is absolutely ridiculous considering the early hour I had to FUCKING WAKE UP.
Anyway, I got to my class and the I met Hannah and I was so happy because we haven't seen each other in a month. We sat together and we just told jokes and we laughed and suddenly this ratchet ass teacher was like, "Why are you laughing? Is there anything funny? You know how it feels to be laughing as I'm turning my back?" Gurl, are you implying that we were talking about you? Seriously? She's my class teacher and I felt like stabbing her.
My assistant class teacher was kind of okay and they gave me this form to get my parents' signature but I left it under my desk and I am so going to die tomorrow. And I saw Rory! He got a haircut. A very very cute haircut if I may say so myself. Since he knows I like him, he's kind of avoiding me and just not holding eye contact or any sort of communication which sucks and my mom told me that I may be going to another school as soon as possible and I felt kind of sad. One, because I won't get to see Hannah; well, we can actually hang out. The reason we didn't hang out during the holidays was because I was away in The Land of British. And also, Rory. I really like Rory and I doubt I'd bump into him. But if it'll help with the van situation then, whatever. I got so car sick I almost threw up. It's not even funny.
I wanted to mention the fact that I won't be able to see Seamus anymore because we've really become close over the past 3 months. We're basically best friends. We talk to each other more than we ever do with our own friends! But I guess you could say our friendship is drifting off. We haven't talked to each other in a few days and today at school, that bitch was basically avoiding me. Fine.
And there's this 19 year old guy that likes me which I find kind of weird considering that I'm 15 and it's just weird. His name's Dhani. He knew me before he graduated and now he's helping out at the office answering calls and all. He is actually very sweet. Well, on the internet. I saw him today and he didn't so much as take a glance at me. Maybe because I told Seamus I only liked him as a friend and he reported it to Dhani and I guess he just kind of gave up. But it can't be true because Dhani has been chatting with me even since then and he's been so nice and so very sweet. I'm so confused. I didn't want to lead him on, give him hope and just take it away. That's enough to make anyone depressed. But it is kind of nice to get some attention from him. He's actually a decent guy. Cheesy, but sweet.
So, fuck high school, fuck the teachers there and I just hope I can get into that school my mom's talking about by mid of January. I cannot stand this place.
I have to wake up at 5.45 a.m. and to make matters worst, I only slept for 3 hours. I don't know what I ate to make me feel so hyper but yeah. I got ready with the hugest smile on my face, awaiting the day I thought would be great. Haha, oh was I wrong.
First of all, I got into my van and I thought I'd be reaching school fucking early because the driver picked me up at 6.20 a.m.. That wasn't the case. The driver picked up some other students and I made friends with like, one of them. She was really nice and she helped me get to my class. The other kids just pissed me off. We arrived at school at 8.30 a.m. which is absolutely ridiculous considering the early hour I had to FUCKING WAKE UP.
Anyway, I got to my class and the I met Hannah and I was so happy because we haven't seen each other in a month. We sat together and we just told jokes and we laughed and suddenly this ratchet ass teacher was like, "Why are you laughing? Is there anything funny? You know how it feels to be laughing as I'm turning my back?" Gurl, are you implying that we were talking about you? Seriously? She's my class teacher and I felt like stabbing her.
My assistant class teacher was kind of okay and they gave me this form to get my parents' signature but I left it under my desk and I am so going to die tomorrow. And I saw Rory! He got a haircut. A very very cute haircut if I may say so myself. Since he knows I like him, he's kind of avoiding me and just not holding eye contact or any sort of communication which sucks and my mom told me that I may be going to another school as soon as possible and I felt kind of sad. One, because I won't get to see Hannah; well, we can actually hang out. The reason we didn't hang out during the holidays was because I was away in The Land of British. And also, Rory. I really like Rory and I doubt I'd bump into him. But if it'll help with the van situation then, whatever. I got so car sick I almost threw up. It's not even funny.
I wanted to mention the fact that I won't be able to see Seamus anymore because we've really become close over the past 3 months. We're basically best friends. We talk to each other more than we ever do with our own friends! But I guess you could say our friendship is drifting off. We haven't talked to each other in a few days and today at school, that bitch was basically avoiding me. Fine.
And there's this 19 year old guy that likes me which I find kind of weird considering that I'm 15 and it's just weird. His name's Dhani. He knew me before he graduated and now he's helping out at the office answering calls and all. He is actually very sweet. Well, on the internet. I saw him today and he didn't so much as take a glance at me. Maybe because I told Seamus I only liked him as a friend and he reported it to Dhani and I guess he just kind of gave up. But it can't be true because Dhani has been chatting with me even since then and he's been so nice and so very sweet. I'm so confused. I didn't want to lead him on, give him hope and just take it away. That's enough to make anyone depressed. But it is kind of nice to get some attention from him. He's actually a decent guy. Cheesy, but sweet.
So, fuck high school, fuck the teachers there and I just hope I can get into that school my mom's talking about by mid of January. I cannot stand this place.
Wednesday, 2 January 2013
Jenna-Louise And Matt Ok
So I got into shipping Clara/Oswin with 11 and I got too intense and started reading all the fanfiction about them and now I ship Jenna-Louise with Matt. Oops.
And is her name Jenna or Jenna-Louise like Mary Jane and Mary Anne like they're connected and they have to be said with both names. I don't know but she has a pretty name.
Anyway, I ship them and I love them and that is all.
And is her name Jenna or Jenna-Louise like Mary Jane and Mary Anne like they're connected and they have to be said with both names. I don't know but she has a pretty name.
Anyway, I ship them and I love them and that is all.
Tuesday, 1 January 2013
I Just Like Making Souffles
Christmas was.. okay, I guess. I went to The Land of British to visit my relatives and spent 2 weeks there which meant I spent Christmas there and let's just say that getting to watch the new Doctor Who episode was the best Christmas present of all.
Let's just talk about Jenna-Louise Coleman here for a second. She is so pretty and funny and a great actress that I cannot even fathom my love for her and especially her character. I guess it would take a lot of Whovians some time to adjust to Jenna and her character since they've been with Karen for a long time but just, I feel like I'm in love with Clara, y'know? Anyway, the ending to The Snowmen was perfect except for the part where Clara died and The Doctor was sad but then he got happy because he was gonna find another Clara Oswin Oswald in another time and she would be his companion and everything would be perfect. Plus, the kiss was just so cute ugh. But I hate that Moffat made Clara die I mean, I know it's kind of necessary to the plot but DAMN IT MOFFAT.
Anyway, Rory and I haven't talked in weeks and let's just say the thing between Oliver and I are over. We're done. Like, so done. And the thing is that, Seamus and I were never really friends for a long time. We've been friends for about 2 months and we're already so close. We're basically best friends. Yeah. We are.
School starts in a few days and I need a new school bag because my old one is just unacceptable okay I just need a new one and I feel like I don't have time to get it because SCHOOL STARTS IN 2 FUCKING DAYS. And I'm gonna be in high school which is really big. I don't know where to go or what to do and since I'm usually the first in my group of friends to arrive at school, I'm gonna be all alone. Which sucks. I have a feeling 2013 is gonna be bad. But if it does get bad, I'll just watch more of Doctor Who and Sherlock because Jenna is perfect and so is Benedict Cumbercatch.
I hope you guys had a better Christmas than I did and I hope you guys love Jenna and Clara as much as I do.
Let's just talk about Jenna-Louise Coleman here for a second. She is so pretty and funny and a great actress that I cannot even fathom my love for her and especially her character. I guess it would take a lot of Whovians some time to adjust to Jenna and her character since they've been with Karen for a long time but just, I feel like I'm in love with Clara, y'know? Anyway, the ending to The Snowmen was perfect except for the part where Clara died and The Doctor was sad but then he got happy because he was gonna find another Clara Oswin Oswald in another time and she would be his companion and everything would be perfect. Plus, the kiss was just so cute ugh. But I hate that Moffat made Clara die I mean, I know it's kind of necessary to the plot but DAMN IT MOFFAT.
Anyway, Rory and I haven't talked in weeks and let's just say the thing between Oliver and I are over. We're done. Like, so done. And the thing is that, Seamus and I were never really friends for a long time. We've been friends for about 2 months and we're already so close. We're basically best friends. Yeah. We are.
School starts in a few days and I need a new school bag because my old one is just unacceptable okay I just need a new one and I feel like I don't have time to get it because SCHOOL STARTS IN 2 FUCKING DAYS. And I'm gonna be in high school which is really big. I don't know where to go or what to do and since I'm usually the first in my group of friends to arrive at school, I'm gonna be all alone. Which sucks. I have a feeling 2013 is gonna be bad. But if it does get bad, I'll just watch more of Doctor Who and Sherlock because Jenna is perfect and so is Benedict Cumbercatch.
I hope you guys had a better Christmas than I did and I hope you guys love Jenna and Clara as much as I do.
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